KIS, petra alexus

[PETRA ALEXUS KIS]

petra alexus kis.
seventeen ,, orlando ,, scene sickness;manager ,, asexual ,, bitchy ,, face claim
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"so basically, my name is annalise, though you can call me anna. i'm the seventeen year old manager for off like a prom dress. these girls have been my best friends since middle school, and i don't think that's changing any time soon. i was born on november twenty sixth, which means on my next birthday, i'll be eighteen. so..yeah, on with the show?

everywhere i go, there's a mess following behind me. i often trip over nothing, up and down the stairs, my own two feet. there's not much time i spend on her feet that isn't tumbling over myself or others, and it's becoming quite annoying, considering i'm always apologizing and always trying to make up for breaking something or tripping over a person, but i've come to realize, that people really need to just get over it, i can't fucking help it.

even though my outside doesn't really leak quiet, my inside does. i don't really make friends i intend to keep, just a few that have proved that they're always going to be there. i don't really like talking to people, or opening up to people i don't know, and sometimes even my best friends that have been around for as long as she can remember, i don't open up to.

i'm quiet on most occasions but, i'll fucking knock you out if you mess with the people i care about. sure, i'm small and i don't look like i can take a lot, but i can. so yeah, i'm quick to throw punches and rude comments and come backs. don't underestimate me because i'm little and innocent looking, because you're in for a rude awakening.

i always assume the worst about people and situations. i believe that humans, wake up bad and have to try to be good people, and most people don't try, infact, they usually just watch me, as well as others, and laugh. personally, i would love to meet someone who woke up in the morning, and they had to try to be a horrible person, which i don't believe will ever happen.

truth be told, i'm sort of a bitch. i don't really understand when to keep my mouth shut, and sometimes, i say shit just to make people upset or to make people crumble inside. it's like i don't even think before i say stupid shit to stupid fucks. i just talk..as if it's not going to hurt anyone's feelings, but whatever..i use people, and i hurt people, and that's just how it's been for as long as i can remember. nobody ever really cared about me, why should i care about other people that never even really mattered to me in the first place? hurting people is what i do best.

so, i was born into a family with two older brothers, and of course, i was never the shining star to my parents. they had never really wanted a daughter, so it was just my luck, right? anyways, i was always the little kid in the back, recovering from the stumble out of the limelight, considering i was always being shoved out of it. my brothers were pro athletes, and i was just the little cheerleader on the side. despite it all, though.. my brothers were my best friends, even though my parents liked them more. they were my best friends and stuff, and no matter how many times they've said they hate me, when it comes down to all the facts, they still love me. deep down there somewhere, i guess.

anyways, when i was around ten, my parents and brothers had to leave town for some wrestling tournament and didn't have enough money to bring me along, so instead, i had to stay home with a babysitter. mind you, this babysitter was male, though apparently, he was one of the best kids around. whoever told my parents that was stupid. anyways, i was viciously attacked and forced to give oral sex to this guy.. with the threat that he'd kill me if i ever told anyone. since then, i haven't had a sexual attraction to any person that i've come in contact with. not girls, not boys, nobody. and with the threat.. i didn't tell anyone until i was fifteen, almost. at which point, i told my best friend, who told my brothers, who told my parents, who didn't care. it was too long ago, they said. not to mention they didn't believe me. whatever, he's still at large, and every now and again, i get little phone calls, warning me to be careful what i say.

soon, i turned fifteen and a half or so, and found out that my friends were making a band and stuff. they were just barely forming, which was a good thing. i couldn't really play any instruments or sing well, so i just sort of became a manager, which is fine by me, because i have to do the sort of harder work that nobody wants to do, which makes me feel slightly more special, and so now we're here. i try to stay away from alcohol and drugs and stuff, because i don't want to know what i'd do or say if i started into that stuff.."


^{hey, so i'm blah. i've been roleplaying for blah now. as well as this character, i also play mason, renton, gideon. you can reach me by blah if you need me for anything. i found NO VACANCY TOUR by blah and i'm pretty glad i did. here's an example of mah skillz. (:}

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