JENKINS, renton jackson

[RENTON JACKSON JENKINS]

renton jackson jenkins.
eighteen ,, long island ,, count me in;guitar&backingvox ,, pansexual ,, baby ,, jack barakat
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"helloooo! my name's renton, and if you insist on making my already short name shorter, you can call me renny. i'm the eighteen year old guitarist and back up vocals for a band called count me in which originated in long island, new york.

i've been told that i'm a bit of a cry baby, not that i can really help it. i was the baby of six boys at home. i'm not going to lie and say my mom didn't give me special treatment. she totally did, and i milked it, for sure. that's probably why my brothers hated me so much and picked on me so much. basically, i was babied for my whole life, so now everything that even barely upsets me, i'm crying. i hate it, but i really can't help it.

i also, for some reason, get really mad all the time when you even remotely piss me off. i don't really know why, but i just freak out. all the time. of course, if you don't piss me off, i might be the sweetest kid you've ever met in your life. i like to make people smile and feel good about themselves and stuff like that. i love seeing peoples faces light up in humor and in happiness. i'm a pretty moody person. sorry guys.

i also partake in the illegal act of underage drinking, not that anyone ever says anything. but along with drinking comes stupid decisions from me. like fights and other stupid shit that i'm sure to come. when i'm drunk, all common sense leaves my mind, it really does. i start fights i can't win and i'm sure some day, when someone shows interest in it, i'll sleep with some random person for the simple reason of i fucking want to. but whatever. when the time comes, it'll come.

i've come to realize that i truly want to do something great with my life. i want to go out and better the world, either by doing something that works with children or the environment. i don't care how much money i make or how much school i have to do to get there, but i want to do it, and i want to make a difference, whether that's in one persons life or in many peoples lives. that is my biggest goal and ambition. to make a difference and to make the world a better place for at least one person besides myself.

one of my faults would probably be that i talk too much. i'm not quiet, really. don't get me wrong, i love listening to other people, but if nobody is talking, i wouldn't even hesitate to start talking and trying to make friends and conversation. i hate when there are those awkward quiet moments, so i try to fill them with dialogue, whether it's by talking to one specific person or talking to a group. i've been told that because of this simple action i make a good leader, because i can take charge of something and make it easy for group participation.

i was born and mostly raised in manhattan. i was born in a cute little local hospital. i already had four older brothers, and i was my parents last attempt at a girl. which, also makes me the youngest, not that i really mind. that just meant that i got to spend more time with mom and dad. and i think that made my brothers jealous or something? i don't really know, but my whole life they've been really mean to me. they would hit me and make fun of me. they'd call me names and make me feel like the smallest, most insignificant person on the planet. but i suppose that's what big brothers are for.

as i worked my way through school, i made friends and all that jazz, even after we moved to long island in seventh grade. friends that made friends, had sex, and did drugs. but not only did i never have a single crush in highschool, i never really got interested in sex or anything like that. i was kind of just that weird virgin kid that nobody really paid attention to or cared about, they just knew of them. that was definitely me in. but in my senior year i started noticing the way i was feeling. it didn't really matter if it was a girl or a boy. i kind of just disregarded gender. i didn't even pay attention to it. i kind of.. just liked anyone, i guess. not a big deal.

around this time, the band my friends and i had started back in like.. middle school was actually starting to get hits and they told us about this tour that was coming up the winter after i graduated, and we of course, took it. this is what determines if we make it or break it right now. and i really, REALLY hope we make it."


^{hey, so i'm name/alias. i've been roleplaying for time you've been roleplaying now. as well as this character, i also play other characters you play. you can reach me by pm is fine if you need me for anything. i found NO VACANCY TOUR by ad or person. if you can, specify which site ad you found us off and i'm pretty glad i did. here's an example of mah skillz. (:}

fuckyou.

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